first...

hate firsts... they scare me out of my mind... my first blog... been avoiding creating one for years fearful of what my crazy thoughts might look in text... now it's too late to consider that anymore...with a sigh of trepidation, I seek myself through myself... questions bounce in my mind back and forth in no particular order and i have a question for those ever-multiplying questions in my own head "are they all worth answering?"... some die immediately, others will fade away as life progresses and new ones will form in the void left behind... the day we can answer all questions is the day we cease to exist... chaos is normal...